Running. Like right now.
Fuck fuck fuck fuck!
You’re trying! You’re trying to remain calm! But you are catching things on fire and you were already an emotional wreck and to make things worse you’re sober out of your goddamn mind because apparently you’re incapable of just dealing with one disaster at a time.
Any time but now would be a better time for this to be happening. You can’t go to the Mages Guild because they aren’t letting you back in, and you can’t dump water on the fires because you already ruined like every bucket in Kvatch, and you’re running out of ideas and need to do something before you get hurt, or die, or –
Right! Right. This has… has to be someone else’s doing. Someone’s playing a trick on you! Trying to make you think your powers are out of control. Haha, and it’s working!
They have to be somewhere in here. Someone’s in here, watching you flip out. It has to be someone else because it’s not like… it’s not like your amulet just would happen to give out the exact same time you learn how to cast without cat jokes!
Isn’t that right, amulet? You’ve still got this, right?
Oh gods oh gods WORK DAMN IT! WOOOOOOORK!
You cry out for help, for anyone nearby. You cry out that you’re scared and exhausted and hyperventilating and fires are sprouting up all around and you have no idea what’s happening with your magic. You yell for anyone in earshot to please please please please please get help!
Fuck fuck fuck you don’t have time to wait, it’s getting worse and it’s getting hotter and… fuck. You’ve got to find a way to burn this magicka off. Gotta get this under control!
Telekenesis! Right. You’ve still… still that!
No… caws for alarm? Ewe can still prevent udder disaster befur it goats you killed! You still adder bee able to fix this!
You’re bearly keeping it toadgether right now and come on come on!
Oh gods OH GODS YOU’RE NOT RUNNING OUT! Fuck fuck why aren’t you running out?
You collapse to your knees and sob. You feel nauseous and dizzy and afraid but this is n… no time to panic. This is bad and you don’t know what’s going on but you’re not gonna screw everything up, not even harder than you already have. You can figure this out!
Right, right, you can still fix this. You haven… haven’t fucked everything up yet. You force yourself back up on your feet. Just gotta… get anything flammable out into the rain, find somewhere that.
Have to work fast, before y. Just… gotta find some way